quote for the day….

“Belief  – that is irrational conviction” 

Iris…

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls one of my favourite songs by a rock band with such a funny name like goo goo dolls….

And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now
Verse 2

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

No I am not trying to just fill up space…just in one of those sharing moods…wanted to share a song that always gave me goosebumps…

Life…..

” In life when you are finally holding all the cards,

everyone else is playing chess.”

Some food for thought there……

The Embargo has been lifted…..

       Finally after nearly two weeks which seemed like an eternity the embargo had been lifted the voice was floating through into the ears and I knew what “like music to the ears” meant truly. In that instant I realised that this probably how relieved and happy the iranians or north koreans would feel when all those embargoes and sanctions against them are lifted. My ears are still ringing with that music who cares what the song is…..it was just music and i missed the voice too much for too long…..Yipeee!!!! i can hear again…it means the world to me….

First love is always that…first

First love for me didnt happen in school or college, nothing happened other than a crush…no nothing actually other than an admiration for Aishwarya rai and anna kournikova…..slowly as i collected more pics of them ( courtsey the net )…..they just receded from my memory and thoughts. I had my first crush after college, it lasted two days at the max, sounds ludicrous but then hey…i talked myself out of being silly schoolboy….You see when you put your brains to it, the charm of madness is lost and it shows for itself what it is….’silly/mad’…lol. My first love, I have never come round to calling it that till now, but well, it may as well be that for I after all the brainstorming with myself couldn’t come up with a better description, has happened hardly an year ago. Yeh!!! I am late bloomer , not that I have been a stone cold fossil till then, it just never happend is all.

Yeh there were the intially excitement…..and all those emotions, which culminated one fine day into taking a break from it all…..especially with her suggestions that I will meet better people and balah blah……I followed her advise and tried all that believe me, and I Thank God !! I ended in failure in trying to make someone else be better for me and replace her, For now after almost year later Its come a full circle, after all my wanderings and searches I am back to where it began, for first love is always that First and remains so. Whats the point trying to run away.

I realised its effect on me , the realisation…..it suddenly brought my life back into focus, i was losing it, where I couldn’t care less about anything…some strange void, some odd-lacking…i don’t know……But today I was so happy when the realisation of past few days….settled in as reality….realisation…..God help me, guide me, make it happen……